I updated my website look-and-feel for the first time since 2010, which is when I migrated it from Blosxom (!) to WordPress. The overall architecture is the same. I just wanted to update the theme to something more modern — responsive on mobile, more photography-friendly, support for the latest WordPress features including the new Gutenberg editor, etc.
I built the new theme on top of CoBlocks, which saved me a ton of time, gave me a bunch of things for free, and will hopefully future-proof me a little bit better than last time. (My previous homegrown theme lasted over eight years, so it did well all things considered.)
Still, the update took a long time. I had to get clear about what I wanted and research the available themes. I had to experiment with different themes to see which ones worked best. I had to brush up on CSS and the wonders of responsive design so I could create a homepage that looked more or less how I wanted it. I had to go down many ratholes, because that’s just what I do.
My impetus for all of this was that I missed blogging, and I want to do more of it this year. Updating the site was akin to buying a new outfit — not strictly necessary, but feels pretty fresh.
What do I miss about blogging? Becoming less dumb by chewing on half-baked ideas and having others help bake them further.
When I first started in 2003, blogging was like exchanging letters out in the open. The act of writing things down (especially in public) forced me to slow down, reflect, and crystallize my thinking in whatever state it happened to be at the time. The act of curating links helped reinforce the lessons learned from others (and myself), while also giving me a chance to acknowledge them publicly. Doing this out in the open meant anyone could jump in, which helped me get out of my silo and discover wonderful new voices. All of this helped make the web a more useful, humane place.
I’ve done pretty well over the years, but the tenor of it all gradually changed. Social media has cannibalized a lot of people’s attention (including my own). Because it’s not a slow medium, the nature of how I engage with others (not just where I engage with them) has changed. It’s more frequent, but it’s also more shallow. That’s actually a nice complement when I have a face-to-face relationship with people, but it’s not generative otherwise.
Last year, I only wrote five posts on this blog, my fewest ever. It wasn’t for lack of material, and it wasn’t even because I didn’t have enough time. I did lots of journaling and drawing, I just did most of it in private.
Some of it was social media backlash. I was on social media a lot for my 365 photo project in 2015, and while the experience was overall positive, I think it burned me out on sharing so much of myself. I’ve been much less active on social media — and on the Internet generally — since.
Some of it was an unexpected professional side effect, one I’m actively trying to counter. Most of my current colleagues don’t blog, and when they do, it’s rarely half-baked. (I have lots more to say about this, which I’ll probably share on Faster Than 20 in the near future.) This had the effect of lowering the bar for me, which is not what I want. I want to raise the bar for others.
Because of how I blogged when I first got started, I have about eight years of archives of a lot of my early thinking about collaboration. It’s so valuable for me to be able both to mine and to share this with others. Unfortunately, that’s not true of a lot of what I’ve been working on and thinking about for the past eight years.
I want to re-adjust. I’m inspire by my friends, especially Alex Schroeder, who have kept it up consistently over the years. I want to think out loud a lot more, especially about my work, while also still sharing the occasional personal tidbits. I’ve worked hard to balance my life so that I have more reflection time, and I want to make better use of this time by sharing more. I’d also love to experiment more with mining and making what I’ve already written more visible.
I’m sure the experience won’t be the same as it was in the early days, but I’m going to keep at it. I’ll continue to share what I write on Twitter and maybe Facebook, but the better way to track is to subscribe to my feed via your favorite feed reader (I use Feedly) or via email below. As always, I welcome comments below (or on social media), but I’d especially encourage you to try commenting the old-fashioned blogger way — by responding in your own blog with a link to the original source. Either way, would love to hear from folks!
What a nice New Year’s present, thank you!
Aw, thanks, Patsy! Happy New Year!
Looking forward to reading more 🙂
Thanks, Sona! Hope you’re well! Love seeing bits and pieces of your latest photos and adventures on Instagram.
Ditto-ish.
I deeply miss the feel of the blogosphere back when that term meant something useful. “Humane” is a good word for it. It was humane, and somehow personal, while also being fully open and out there.
The half-baked aspect is critical, but I’ve found it very challenging to do without sufficient time and headspace for reflection.
It’s remarkable and/or uncanny how well the blue oxen way continues to fit. We extracted some good truths during that time, in large part because we gave ourselves permission and time to think out loud.
I’ve been really bad about that lately: https://twitter.com/anticdent/status/1078971598668025858
But this is good inspiration, thank you.
You’re welcome! You’re right, we extracted a ton of good truths back in the day. I feel like a lot of what I’m trying to do right now is to re-start some of those old habits and hopefully re-discover some of those pockets of humanity.
Making space for reflection is huge, and I wish you luck in that regard. (I loved your Tweet thread, and you’re totally right about Casey.) I feel very lucky that I’ve been able to do that, although it was a hard fought journey that took many years, as you know. (Which reminds me: I don’t think I ever closed the loop on all this on my blog. I should correct that!)
At the same time, I made plenty of space for reflection last year, and I barely blogged. It was good, because it reminded me of the importance of half-baked and that Thinking Out Loud is a habit. It also made me more empathetic to those who aren’t as comfortable Thinking Out Loud and how important it is to model that.